I can't even keep up with myself...

I'm moving. Not to the Dominican, unfortunately. I'm going to be moving to Charleston SC with my big brother. I'm really looking forward to it. I'm leaving a week from Saturday. Always a new adventure waiting for me. I need more money. I need a better job. This was...fine...for the time...but there's no way I can work there and deal with those people everyday. They are the type that make you lose hope in humanity...that constantly prove how fallen this world is. Time for a change.

I'm really hoping to get two jobs in charleston. A day job being a secretary or office clerk or working in a cute little shop on King St. or Market St. and then giving ghost tours at night. I think I would have a BLAST doing that. So...we'll see. Hopefully it will work out. I haven't been able to save any money for my official move to the Dominican, and that is SO important, I've GOT to do it. I want to have AT LEAST 10,000 when I move there. If I can find two decent jobs, I think I can do it as long as I keep my eyes on the goal and keep shopping to a minimum.

Plans changed. No Decatur wedding. We're getting married in the DR. We met with an immigration lawyer and he told us it would be pointless and a waste of time and money to apply for the fiance visa if we werent planning on living in the US. It makes sense...but my grandmother has refused to go to the wedding if its in the dominican...so that's kind of sad and hurts my feelings...but...there is nothing I can do about that. I'm 22 and I found my future husband and I'm going to do whatever I have to to be with him. Did I plan on falling in love with someone from a different country...? NO. But apparently God did. So it's supposed to be.

I read the time travelers wife and it just about killed me. Not the book to read when your in a long distance relationship. I will never read it again. I think I'm going to take the bible to work with me tomorrow and read that. That should get some interesting responses haha. But, I've been meaning to read it, and I have 8 hours of slow business during the morning shift, so why not start now?

I'm waiting for my iphone to sync so I can go to bed! I have to be up at 6. I miss my william. He's too far away. :(

I still do not fluently speak spanish. this is a problem. a big one. I have rosetta stone. but not the time.

somethings gotta give.

Lord, help me.